On Sept. 11th, 2001, Joe Dittmar was on the 105th floor of the World Trade Center's South Tower for a business meeting when the terrorist attacks started.
Dittmar, then 44, had been visiting New York City from Aurora, Ill., a Chicago suburb, where he worked in the insurance industry.
Before the meeting began, the first plane hit the North Tower, and Dittmar saw the hellish aftermath from a South Tower window.
In an interview with StoryCorps last August, Dittmar, now 61, vividly recalled the scene, describing "gaping black holes through the sides of that building ... gray and black billows of smoke pouring out of those holes, flames redder than any red I'd ever seen before in my life, flicking up the side of the building."
Dittmar took the stairs to evacuate. He said he'd made it to the 72nd floor when, 17 minutes after the first crash, the second plane hit the tower he was in.
Some of the other people from his business meeting took the express elevator to try to get out and did not survive.
All he could think about was making his way back home to Aurora to see his wife and four kids.
He'd taken the train to Manhattan that morning from Philadelphia, and so he decided he would go back to Penn Station and hop on a train to go back, get his rental car and then drive to Illinois.
"The train was packed with people sitting and standing," he said. "Not a word was spoken — there weren't any words to say."
He spent the night at his parents' house in Philadelphia, and before making the drive the next morning, Dittmar called work to let them know he would not be coming in that day. "It was a good thing," he said, "because they thought I was dead."
Dittmar said when he was close to home he called his wife "for what was probably like the 50th time."
"I said to her 'Hey, I'm almost there.' She said, 'They decided to have a mass at Our Lady of Mercy —' and I stopped her right in the middle of her sentence. I said, 'I'll be there. I'll meet you there.' "
When he arrived, the church parking lot was packed. "You would've thought it was Christmas," he said. "I opened up the back door of that church to see these hundreds of eyes all staring back at me, knowing where I had been."
He scanned the church to find the spot where his family usually sat.
"My wife jumps over the back of the pew, runs to the back of the church, gives me the greatest hug and a kiss a man could ever want," he said. "She's not that kind of a demonstrative person, but that's what made that moment even more incredible. And I knew at that moment that I was home. Never had a better feeling in my life."
Dittmar has made multiple visits back to Ground Zero both before and after the National September 11 Memorial and Museum was built. While he appreciates what's there now, he says visiting the site when it was still a hole in the ground was deeply emotional. "The scaffolding with wooden walls and the writing on those walls with love and thoughts about lost family members was the true Ground Zero," Dittmar said.
The 17th anniversary of the Sept. 11, 2001 attacks is Tuesday. StoryCorps and the National September 11 Memorial And Museum are recording a story for each life lost.
Audio produced for Morning Edition by Aisha Turner.
StoryCorps is a national nonprofit that gives people the chance to interview friends and loved ones about their lives. These conversations are archived at the American Folklife Center at the Library of Congress, allowing participants to leave a legacy for future generations. Learn more, including how to interview someone in your life, at StoryCorps.org.
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STEVE INSKEEP, HOST:
It's Friday, when we hear from StoryCorps. And today we have memories of September 11, 2001. Joseph Dittmar was visiting New York City from Aurora, Ill., that day. He worked in the insurance industry and had an early meeting at the south tower of the World Trade Center. He was on the 105th floor of that tower when the north tower was attacked.
JOSEPH DITTMAR: I remember being able to look out the window and to see these gaping black holes through the sides of that building - gray and black billows of smoke pouring out of those holes, flames redder than any red I had ever seen before in my life licking up the side of the building.
INSKEEP: Seventeen minutes later, a plane struck the tower that Dittmar was in. He managed to get out of the building. And at StoryCorps, he recalled making his way back home.
DITTMAR: I got to Penn Station. And it's 80 minutes from New York to Philly. The train was packed with people sitting and standing. And not a word was spoken there. There weren't any words to say. When the train got down to 30th Street Station, I got out, searched for my rental car. And it's 14 hours to drive from Philadelphia to Illinois. And I got home in 11 1/2 hours. I just wanted to get home. I called the office to let them know that I wasn't going to be in, and it was a good thing because they thought I was dead.
I was about 10, 15 minutes away, and I called my wife for probably what was, like, the 50th time. And I said to her, hey, I'm almost there. She said, they decided to have a mass at Our Lady of Mercy. And I stopped her right in the middle of her sentence. I said, I'll be there. I'll meet you there. And I tried to pull into the church parking lot. You would have thought it was Christmas. I mean, it was just packed. And I opened up the back door of that church to see these hundreds of eyes all staring back at me, knowing where I had been.
I looked over to the pew where we always sit, and I see my kids, some of my friends. And my wife jumps over the back of the pew, runs to the back of the church, gives me the greatest hug and a kiss a man could ever want. She's not that kind of a demonstrative person, but that's what made that moment even more incredible. And I knew at that moment that I was home. Never had a better feeling in my life.
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INSKEEP: Joseph Dittmar for StoryCorps. His full recording will be archived at the Library of Congress.
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